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The power of now

August 14, 2012

It’s 5 am. My blood sugar has plummeted again. It hit 26 yesterday.

It’s supposed to hover between 4 and 6 mmol. I think it’s closer to 2 right now, and my fingers tremble as I type.

My personal trainer has taken me off dairy and wheat. He’s new here, and he’s been brought in to help. Ten years ago I would have sought out a psychologist.

Eat, drink, and be merry for today I am meeting the real estate agent. I am listing the house. It’s a heavy burden and one I’d rather not carry right now.

I look around me and pull inspiration from several strong women in my life who have owned, and rented, and then owned again. Nothing bad happened to any of them and they continue to inspire me on a daily basis.

Home ownership. It’s an illusion.

Mortgage is all that remains of my debt now. I am ready to let it go.

Adieu.

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